It took me till very recently to get over this guy and now he walks back into my life as though nothing happened.

Just as though he never got it on with my friend, as though he didnt break my heart.

And now 2 and a half years of hard work trying to get over him has just been ruined. All the things I felt for him are still here and I really dont want them to be. I just want to forget he ever existed and how much I adored him and pretend that it just didnt happen.

But thats not goin to happen is it?

Im goin to get suckered in again and Im goin to end up heart broken and on my own.

I just dont want this to happen and I dont know what to do.

My ex has got in touch this week after two and a half years and my head is screwed!! I had put him in a locked cupboard at the back of my mind and now its all going crazy!!

Why cant I just have a boring life where nothing ever ever happens?

Please!!!

What do you think???? Do you think she will wear it?

Thought It was about time you met the gang!

This is Butch. Hes 11

This rather startled looking thing is Shep hes is 11 months.

This rather scruffy looking thing is Holly my Springer. She has just been playing her favourite game...getting dirty!

And last but not least is Gale! You can see her poorly eye is not looking too great again. She is back at the vet on Monday.

This morning the cat made a sound which was almost like a miaow!! Im over the moon!

Last night I went to Leeds and got very very drunk. Today I am paying the price.

This afternoon I am off to buy wool to Knit some fluffy cushion covers. I saw some at Dunelm for about £10 per cover. We have a big millshop near here that has discount wools and fabric I have worked out I can make the covers for £4.00 each which is a great saving I think!

Ive been doing some part time bar work to help pay the rent. The pub is about 15 mins away and I dont really like the people so this aft I am also going to have an interview at a pub just 2 mins walk away which is about to be refurbished. So wish me luck!

All this is a bit boring really but in my hungover state I am feeling a bit sorry for myself!

Its has again been a while.

When I last blogged i think i had just wrote the car off! Well great news the insurance paid out! MORE than I paid for the car!!!! I ended up getting it for £1150 in the sale and I have got £1300 for it!

In other news. My heating was finally mended the other day after 3 weeks on the blink! Im just starting to thaw out.

Dog was doing great until last saturday she ran after the cat as we were getting out of the car and got run over. She hasnt broke anything but is a bit sore.

Then as if things couldn't get worse on Monday the cat came home after a 24 hour adventure covered in blood and with out her miaow!!! Took her to the vet who shaved the bloody area to find two get holes in her neck. Looks like a dog has had hold of her. One of the holes had needed stitching and the vet says it looks like it has damaged her vocal cords and she wont miaow again. So at the moment she gurgles and squeeks! Not good at all. The people across the back have two big rotties and she did spend a lot of time sitting on their garden wall last week so Im wonndering if it is one of them.

But apart from that everything is just great!!!